Up, Down Left, Right Of Jasmond's Life.

Spent my off day watching anime and playing game at home. Not a bad idea for an off day isn't it? Relaxing at home doing nothing actually. Except to just sit in front of the computer watching Naruto series. Ha ha. I finished the whole of Naruto series available on crunchy roll. Total of 220 episodes. Of course I didn't watch the whole 220 episodes in just one day. It took me weeks to finish watching it, man.. LoLs..

It's raining again while I blog. Looking at the rain reminds me the of happenings past few days. Though it's just a weekend + Monday, but it seems like a long week to me. Seems like I've done quite alot of stuffs. It should be time for me to slow down my pace of living again. Ha ha. Time to maintain the low profile me. =P

Oh ya.. Tomorrow is the day for me to collect my SE K800i. I sent it for repair on thursday morning as my games & applications menu is not accessible. Plus it auto shuts down sometimes. So.. Hais.. Can't wait to get my phone back..

posted by Jasmond @ 7:47:00 PM

Went Boat Quay & drank alone. Old memories came flashing while I was drinking. Truthfully, I don't miss the old times but I hate it. Just that it seems that the old me was happier. Happier in the sense of able to conceal my feelings even to myself.

I felt so lost today. I looked through my phonebook & noticed that there's no one I could turn to. Even those that I thought I could turn to, doesn't turn out to be.. Called Ling & she seemed concerned, but I just don't know how to spell out what's affecting me. Sorry that I didn't open up to you..too..

Maybe I'm having a mood swing because of the rain ba. Just like what Jen said, the rain affect one's mood. Alcohol + Rain = Depressed mood. Agree?

posted by Jasmond @ 12:26:00 AM

It seems that I've known you a long time ago. It seems that you can see right through me. Why? Three times we met & it seems that I've known you for a long time. Maybe it's because of your resemblance..?

And only three times we met, you can see right through me. How? It's not that I'm not truthful. It's not that I want to hide what's inside me. This is me. This is what I am. I can't tell you everything just like that. It's not the time yet.

Please trust me.. Things will turn out better when time comes..

posted by Jasmond @ 6:09:00 PM

posted by Jasmond @ 11:54:00 PM

Yong Sheng & Michelle. So sweet..

Yong Sheng

Met up Chun Chong at Bedok yesterday night. Went NTUC to look for things to buy for the potluck farewell party for Yong Sheng & Wei Wei. As they are going to Austrialia to study. After some time deciding, we decided to buy Durians to bring over to Yong Sheng' house. The funny thing is the rest of the people bought durians too. LoLs. The 2 buckets of durians were there when we reached. It became a Durian feast. Ha ha. Went Boat Quay to meet up my friend for a drink. It's been some time since I drank. LoLs! when I reached Boat Quay I was shocked. Ha ha. For the first time in my life I see so many people smoking along the streets. All thanks to the smoking restriction by the government. Ha ha.

posted by Jasmond @ 3:00:00 PM

Same thing..I got no pics to upload. Ha ha. Guess I'll just use words to fill today's post again. Can say I slept the whole day yesterday. The only thing I did was to wake up & eat my medicine & then go back sleep. Ha ha. Pig right? =P No choice wor..

This morning went back camp tired and drowsy. LoLs. Whole morning was having lesson & discussion. Was trying so hard to keep myself awake with the effects of the medicine. And I did it. Yes! Ha ha. After the lesson, went to bishan park for Battalion run. Total got to run 4 rounds around the park but I managed only 3 rounds. Sigh. Everything was like so different like before anymore. Last time I used to complete this kind of run without much struggle even if I'm sick or with injury. But now.. Sighs..

After the run, went to change up & was trying to figure out how to get out of the park. Followed a group of people thinking they are walking to bus stop or something. In the end, found out that they are the fatigue party walking towards one of the water point to collect tables & chairs. LoLs. Following them in the end became walking alone. So got no choice got to act as if I know the route & keep on walking. Ha ha. At last I walked to a bus stop & waited for bus towards Bishan Int. Saw bus number 410 and I got on happily. Only to find out that my EZ-Link card value was negative. I'm so damn suay. Got down the bus & searched my pockets...no coins.. Scanned my wallet..left $5 inside.. Looked around and there isn't any atms nearby. So I made a decision. Guess what? I took a cab & payed with my MASTER debit card. LoLs. So useful. =P

Moral of the story. No credit? Get debit! LoLs.

posted by Jasmond @ 10:54:00 PM

Got ready the present for XinLing and booked out from camp to meet her up at Bugis yesterday. Went to Northpoint to have my hair cut before taking a train to Bugis. I found out that I was too early so I went to the the arcade and played mahjong machine till half an hour before the meeting time. Went for my dinner after that and met her up.

Went The Cathay to catch "The Flying Scotsman". Nice script. Lols. It's a slow movie.. But it's nice..and i didn't really concentrate on the movie though. LoLs. Took train with her after the movie and I got off at Yishun to go back camp. Though I'm tired but enjoyed the night with her. And the best part was When i was at Yishun I found out that it was past midnight. I can't make it in time to book in. Took a cab home and as I was trying to sleep. I felt feverish. Flu virus overtaking me. I'm sick.. One of the reasons why I'm now at home. I'm on MC.

Sigh.. Sorry that I lied to you that I can make it in time to book in time. Sorry that I lied that I got your present way before your actual birthday. I didn't forget your birthday, just that I somehow know that you won't be free. So I took my time to get you one only after confirming when to meet. --"

Anyway, found out from XinLing that i gave her an impression that I go out with lots of girls, have lots of "girl" friends. "Flirt" to describe..maybe? LoLs! I admit. I'm used to be like this. But it's all in the past.. I hate myself for this.. I think most of the people will have this kind impression of me. But there's nothing I can do but to prove them wrong. I'm trying very hard to change! Go blame my horoscope, Saggitarius!

These few months I've been trying to adapt to lots of changes in my life, work, etc. And also been trying to change myself for good. I'm struggling.. but who can help me? I feel very lonely & vulnerable. Sometimes I just feel like breaking down but I just can't.. I must be strong.. The only thing to keep me going is to keep telling myself that I must be strong. I will not give up.

posted by Jasmond @ 3:33:00 PM