Monday, July 23, 2007

Went Boat Quay & drank alone. Old memories came flashing while I was drinking. Truthfully, I don't miss the old times but I hate it. Just that it seems that the old me was happier. Happier in the sense of able to conceal my feelings even to myself.

I felt so lost today. I looked through my phonebook & noticed that there's no one I could turn to. Even those that I thought I could turn to, doesn't turn out to be.. Called Ling & she seemed concerned, but I just don't know how to spell out what's affecting me. Sorry that I didn't open up to you..too..

Maybe I'm having a mood swing because of the rain ba. Just like what Jen said, the rain affect one's mood. Alcohol + Rain = Depressed mood. Agree?

posted by Jasmond @ 12:26:00 AM