Friday, May 26, 2006

Haha. Recently attached to the Guards reservist for exercise. One of the guys took this pic of me. LoLs. I looked so tired.

posted by Jasmond @ 6:42:00 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

外表看似坚强，内心脆弱无比。这句话用来形容我真是恰当无比。多年来的内心挣扎与所承受的巨大压力，突然又浮现在我脑海里纠缠着我。知道自己已到了将近崩溃的地步，却还是逼自己咬紧牙根地撑下去。为了不引起无畏担心，只好顶着一鼎有如几万公吨的笑脸面具面对亲戚与朋友。搞到自己苦不堪言。

事隔三年有余了，思恋的心却没有随着时间而慢慢淡化。反而随着时间的流逝与日俱增。本以为可以利用所谓的爱情冲淡思恋已故的心。但万万也想不到，一切也只不过是在内心深处留下一道难以复合的伤疤。爱情只不过是一种伤人的游戏，让人当做借口互相伤害。自小家境虽然不是很富裕，但还算是过得不错。父亲时常在周末驾着车带一家大小到餐馆或酒楼吃点心，等等。不愁吃，不愁穿。没钱就相父母讨。独自在家肚子饿了，打通电话给父亲便有吃的送上门。想吃什么就有什么。幸福吧？哈！如今却要为三餐烦恼，为钱而担忧。这就是先甜后苦啊！今时不如往日，父亲已不在了。一切都已过去了。

如今母亲患病，身为儿子的我似乎也帮不上什么。来临的6月1日母亲就要动手术了。日子一天天地逼进，不知母亲的心情又如何。我也不想去问她，以免提醒了让她担忧。真的希望一切都能顺顺利利，一帆风顺。平安地度过这次的难关。

posted by Jasmond @ 11:45:00 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

一心改过，谁能无错。
重重困难，令人为难 。
没法接受，无法承受。
堕落到此，沉迷于此。

posted by Jasmond @ 11:14:00 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

Yup, I'm sick again. LoLs. Went to report sick this time and got MC for today. Slept throughout the afternoon after taking medicine. Hmm, this week quite tiring ba. Almost everyday in the week been doing PT & run in the morning and afternoon. Sigh.. Luckily got swim yesterday afternoon to recover the muscles. Hah. Think gotta stop here lah. Too sick to carry on blogging liaos. Ciao! Anyway, the pics nice? LoLs.

posted by Jasmond @ 9:50:00 PM


Here are the pics I mentioned from previous post.

This is Esther a.k.a Yeye...


This is Gina the "Ah song" with the funny face...

Esther "kisss"... ^o^

Lastly, Christina... Can you see I'm wearing specs? nice ma? lols.

posted by Jasmond @ 9:40:00 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Update! Update! Update!

LoLs. Following is my update(s) / plan(s).

  • From previous post: "Attaching out to be enemy from 8th to 10th of May. Location: Tekong." In the end I didn't go. It was cancelled last minute.
  • Decided not to go register for bike lessons this month because of tight budget. The stupid income tax I have to pay made me tight on budget. LoLs.
  • Now planning what to do after ORD (Operational Ready Date). Paving my path(s) now. LoLs. Will give more details next time.
  • Wanted to collect my spectacles this afternoon. In the end, because I can't make it to the shop before closing time. The spectacles shop's lady boss sent it to my block. LoLs. Pai seh... She live at bedok area ma. Hahs.
  • Took some new pictures. Interested can check out at friendsters. Will upload some pics here.
Think i better go liao. Rushing off. Going back camp...

posted by Jasmond @ 9:15:00 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

“万物变幻莫测，情感捉摸不定。爱你的心却是永生不变。 ”
因为思恋所以相见，但却因为相见所以心碎。只因彼此相爱却只能若无其事地面对。
你最爱的人却不是你的爱人，但又是最深爱你的人。这种耐人寻味的关系只有痛苦才能够形容。

posted by Jasmond @ 11:07:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Backie!

Hais. Been feeling unwell these 2 weeks. Keep having flu! The "Panadol Cold Relief" I've been consuming like no effect to me liao. Sigh~ See the medicine also scared. =/

"Dying liaos..."

Anyway, here's the updates on previous and upcoming months.

Past
  • Cleared my 1st IPPT "Gold" award for this work year. Still got one more to go at the end of year. We are required to clear 2 times IPPT each work year. (IPPT = Individual Physical Proficiency Test)
  • Promoted to the rank of CPL with effect of 1st of April. The max rank I'll get for the contract I signed.
  • Attached out to be enemy for another company from 25th to 28th of April. Location: Lim Chu Kang.
  • My buddy Edwin flew off to Taiwan on 28th of April, around 4.30am for work. Duration: 1 year. Can't send him off as I've got COS duty. Kind of miss him...
Upcoming
  • Attaching out to be enemy from 8th to 10th of May. Location: Tekong.
  • Involving in NDP performance this year. Rehearsals starts 2 weeks later. Should be starting on 22nd of May.
  • Mum's operation on 1st of June. Hope I can get my leave approved.
  • End of Sept, Shan flying off to England for further studies. Maybe she won't be coming back if she finds a job there after her studies. Sigh... I'll miss her alot...

posted by Jasmond @ 5:20:00 PM