Yupz.. Changed the blog layout.. Didn't have much time time to really go search and do it.. Cause I just wanna change the blog's skin to a less depressed one. Ha ha.
I'm on MC for Thursday & Friday. Got eye infection too. But went back camp on Thursday to settle some Signal Store outstanding matters. Reached camp around 9.30am and went back around 1.00pm. Didn't manage to finish the stuffs cause those idiots keep saying not free. Grrrr... Only managed to change some equipments in-charged by another person. So basically was wasting my cab fare and time to go back camp on Thursday. Went for lunch at Ling's house before going home. LoLs.
Yesterday night I was thinking of editing some pics and upload it to Ling's friendster. Since she's the one editing our photos, so I was thinking of doing something similar on my own.. Give her some surprise.. But in the end I gave up cause my photo editing program seems to be not working. What a waste! Hardly I got the mood to do this kind of things you know.. Ha ha.
Still not feeling well today. But I've got no choice but to go to my cousin's house later at night, cause it's his birthday. Still don't know what birthday present to get for him. Maybe Magic the Gathering cards?
Talking about my cousin, Keith. I was messaged yesterday on MSN. The person told me he's Keith, I thought he was my cousin & asked him what present he wanted & so forth. In the end I found out he was my BMT buddy Keith. LoLs. It was so damn embarassing. Ha ha.
Yup, long time since I've blogged. Been really busy.
Hmmm.. Busy accompanying her.
Ha ha. Basically spending most of my free time with her.
Hee. Sorry friends, I have to "
zhong se qing you" for a while
wor. You all should know la, honeymoon period la.
Heh.
Went back camp today and was feeling really sick. Monday blues? I thought so initially. But I was really sick. I was having dizzy spells & I get tired easily. Hopefully after a night's rest will be better. Ling called me today complaining having sore eyes. she went report sick and was
referred to TTSH. Last called her and she was waiting for medication. I'm worried about her. Till now still no news from her reaching home. I felt kind of "emo" again. Because of my work, I can't be there for her when she needs me. Lots of thoughts running in my mind while feeling very very unwell. I'm like breaking apart! Who can cure me? Argh..!
Tomorrow will be her lab report & she'll be going there alone again. I'm feeling so damn sick & I've got absolutely no mood to work. Argh..
Don't know why wanted to post this online. Maybe it somehow suits my feeling right now. I've written this long time ago when I had the similar feeling I'm going through now. Though the situation is different now but it somehow suits my feeling now.
" I don't know what's in your mind.I don't know what you are thinking. Because I'm not you. I can't make wild guesses. I can't make assumptions. As i cant afford any mistakes.I just can't afford to lose you.When things seems clearer. When my thoughts seems straightened.I found out that I'm wrong.Everything was just an illusion.I could not get into your mind Nor get you out of mine.This is what I have to say.These are my last words.I'm alone in the darkness waiting.Waiting for a release from this world... "
As mentioned before.. Things that I don't know how to tell you, I'll just type it all here.
2 weeks together and I felt really great about this relationship. But maybe of my inferiority personality, I felt insecure at times. Things seems to be better after the "heart-to-heart" talk with each other on sunday. At least I know what's in your mind and vice versa. I love you, my dear..
Though I've reassured that I don't mind you going out with other guys, but which guy don't really mind? Ha. Truthfully, I mind! But I still trust you. Contradicting right? All I ask for is just a little update on which particular guy you are with and I will do the same for you. This is my little request and what I can give for our relationship. As you know better than anyone else that we are both very busy for each other. I love you and I hope you'll understand.
Oh ya, I'm still waiting for your sms that you've reached home wor. Sigh. Don't wanna call you and make it as if I'm checking on you.
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Weiling & Me
Yeah, it's been a month since I last blog. Alot of things have had happened during this period of time. Lets just skip through the details. Ha ha.
26th Aug '07, which is the day of Army Half Marathon. As usual went for the run and completed it alone. LoLs. Yes, alone.. Normally I run with a friend in the beginning & end up running alone. Reason was either I'm too slow or I'm too fast. Ha ha. Met up with Ling for breakfast & went shopping around before going home. Of course not forgetting movie session in later part of the day.
27th Aug '07, Official attached date. Ha.
"i will love you as long as i live.."
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