Monday, March 29, 2004

Been very very busy for the past weeks. After the SYH stuffs, I've taken on another project, ITE Sports & Health Fiesta. It's another group of committee members though. Been feeling very empty since the SYH is over. Hah. Been busy with SYH stuffs for so long, stil lnot used to be free. Although sometimes thinking of having a break when too busy. Heh. Had a meeting on thursday evening till late @ night. Went back home after the meeting & work on stuffs before packing my bag for te following day's camp. Managed to pack only a few stuffs, cause most of the things I can't find & the clothes are hanging to dry. Haha. Went school in the morning the next day & went to camp in the late afternoon. It's a 3 days, 2 night camp. The camp was fun. It's great. Although I had some some mood swings in the camp. But I still had a great time. After the camp, a whole group of us went to Macdonalds to have our lunch & we chatted for quite long. Washed up & unpacked my bag after I'm home. Slack till around 10 plus before rushing my stuffs on fiesta. Went to bed after midnight (I can't remember what time I slept as I didn't notice the time.) after I felt too tired to continue working. Woke up this morning & decided not to go school as I'm too tired & wanting to finish my stuffs on fiesta by tonight as Tueday was the deadline. Just managed to finish the stuffs then I decided to blog.

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

So long since I last blogged. I almost forgot about this blog stuff. Been too busy or should I say too lazy to blog. My comp is down. I've not been online for a very long time. I chatted with Xin yesterday. We chatted for quite awhile. Chatted alot of things. she's sort of moody I can say. The day before yesterday night, I was @ queensway "wasting time". Though I got to know a girl named Cindy. She's the type of girl that's very sweet & she's a very sensitive person, very observant. Although she's like those "dream girl" for guys, but somehow it seems like I'm not "attracted" by her. Just find that she' a nice girl to be with. Just like friends? Hah. I'm tired. Tired of life everything. I think I've said this many many times. I can't carry on anymore. I can't stand my classmates. Not all, but most of them. Maybe. It's been raining these two days & the weather forecasts that it will continue to rain for quite a number of days. It's like my mood huh? Hah. In the past normally I love to get drenched in the rain. It's as if it's sort of "a depression reliever". But now. . . I've changed. Changed alot. I don't know I've changed for the better or worst. But I know that I'm more to the extreme? When I'm quiet, I'm damn quiet. When I'm noisy, I'm damn noisy. Can't control my mood. It's ever changing. Unpredictable. . .