Life at the moment...
"Some things are best not known. Some things are best not told. Some things are best not done. And some things are best not to happen. It will only leave you with regrets."
I have too many regrets. Just because I knew too much. Sometimes I feel that ignorant is happiness.
无知也是一种是幸福.
戴着面具的日子很不好受. 假装无知的日子更不好受.
越是不想要受伤, 越是觉得困难.
我累了. 不想烦恼那么多. 世间烦恼何时了?
Love...
" 情难了. 爱难断. 情爱二字难取舍. "
I'm not in the right mood for relationships for now or in the near future. Even though sometimes I'm tempted to go into one. I've not find the right girl & I do not wish that the right girl will appear now. Because I'm in no position to start a relationship. I must get myself into the right mindset before I can even think of one. What I am right now is not worthy of any girl. I'm damn serious. 我什么人都配不上. I don't wanna think so much. 就让一切顺其自然...
Biggest regret...
These few days, I dreamt of my father again. I miss him so much. In my dreams, he's still alive. Still the same old him caring for the family, caring for me. I miss him.
" 父健在, 不珍惜. 父不在, 才後悔. "
"父恩難忘, 父情難了. 父親教導牢記心.
無法接受, 無法承受. 一切都已成事實."
" 万箭刺心痛, 伤心也无用. 伤口无法复, 潦倒过一生. "
Tired! Tired! Tired! That's what I can say. Tired of this world. Tired of the problems. And basically I'm tired physically & mentally. Though I've been resting over the weekends.
我好累. 真的好累. 为什么要我受这种折磨?
Hais. Going back camp later. So sianz. But think of it. Tomorrow book out le. LoLs. 1 day to go. . .
Always making wrong decisions, chosing the wrong ONE... Don't want to think much about it.. Let things be that way...
Mei ah...
You said that you always make the wrong decision, choosing the wrong one. Have you wondered why? Because you make hasty decisions. You don't take time to differentiate whether it's crush or love. You don't know what's really right & what's really wrong. You judge things only base on what you know & not base on what you don't know. Some things you really have to find out yourself. I'm not here to lecture you. I'm not here to make you feel bad. I just want you to know. I want you to learn. Please, do take care. Please, do not make anymore hasty decisions. That will hurt even more. Think thrice before you make any decisions. Trust me. I've been through more than you. I just don't want you to be hurt again. I don't want you to be hurt anymore.
Learn from past mistakes. Learn from past unhappiness. In future, you'll know what to do.
Thank those who hurt you, they make you realise who cares for you.
Thanks the hypocrites, they make you realise the beauty of sincerity.
Some things are best not known. Some things are best not told. Some things are best not done. And some things are best not to happen. It will only leave you with regrets.
Hais. Admitted to hospital on sunday 12am plus on sunday. Lols. Somewhere around there la. Got severe abdominal pain after lunch at around 3pm plus on saturday ba. Vomitted while on the way home in cab. Luckily there's a plastic bag when I need it most. LoLs. It was so nice of the taxi to stop by the road side for me to vomit the rest of my lunch by the drain & got offered me water to clean my disgusting mouth. LoLs. Probably he don't want me to dirty his cab. LoLs!!! Reached home and slept till 5pm plus. Went out to meet Shan as I thought there's nothing serious. Because there's only a slight pain left after the nap. Met Shan at city hall & we decided to watch the movie "The Exorcist: The Beginning". Prequel of "The Exorcist". LoLs. Quite not bad la. Nice show after all. The pain began to grow after I went out. Managed to finish the movie. I was "forced" to see a doctor by Shan. After walking her to the bus stop. I decided to go CGH to see a doctor as I don't have to pay anything lo. Serving NS ma. Privilege. LoLs. Reached hospital at around 10pm plus. I was told to go back if the pain go severe. Went back to hospital after vomiting & severe pain. Hais. Then... Hospitalised til today. End of my "lor soh" story. LoLs.
P/S: Thanks all who came to visit me. Thanks alot. =P
痛了. 累了. 伤了. 恨了. 爱了. 麻了. 醉了. 醒了. 废了. . .
