Thursday, February 12, 2004

Having mood swing today. Thought that by chatting with Ling my mood would be better, but it doesn't seem so. In the end the conversation started & ended just a few sms. Everything changed. It doesn't seems like before. It seems that I can't be like before. The guy who can care nothing. The guy who can be alone without feeling lonely or quiet. I've changed. But why can't others see my change for the better? I've lost all my confidence, faith & my will in life. It seems my mind & body has collapsed. Life sucks. Sucks to core. I don't know how long I can hold myself together. I'm falling apart.

posted by Jasmond @ 1:41:00 PM