Thursday, February 26, 2004

Today's thursday. It's been 2 days since I've blogged.My mood these 2 days are okay. Somehow managed to get in control of myself. But I get frustrated easily, tired easily, depressed easily. I've took alot of people & things for granted. Now when I realised it. Everything's too late. I'm unable to treasure those people & things again. Never ever again. I felt so alone, real real real alone. Though there's still family & friends that care, I don't want to trouble them. Don't want to make them worry too much. So I chose not to tell them anything. They have their own worries, their own problems. So it's best not to let them know unless neccessary. As for this blog, it's one of my channels to release stress. Trying to write all my feelings & problems here to make myself feel better. At least not everything is bottled inside me. Hmm, I've been receiving advices from those who got to know that I'm feeling damn depressed. Been trying my best to heed their advice, but sometimes I felt really tired doing so. Even those things that I normally do which could relieve me from stress & depression failed. Thoroughly failed. I don't know what to do. Really lost.

posted by Jasmond @ 1:38:00 PM