Thursday, February 19, 2004

Sick. Frustrated. Excited. Sad. Happy. All kinds of feelings, moods or whatever is inside me. Seems unable to get "them" off me. I need peace right now. The event is just 2 day's time. The mood is getting more & more intense. Hope the event will be over soon, so that our committee can see the outcome of our hardworks. Still sick till today. I'm very sure now that the medicine has no effect on me but the painkiller. Maybe getting another MC the first thing in the morning & ask for a new set of medicine. Or should i say "stronger" medicines. Hah. So damn sick.